When will I ever going to get over it?

Hi! My name is Lucy, I was bullied throughout elementary school. Things get so much better when I moved to the USA to go to Middle School, but it was a horrible time back then. When I went to 1st grade, because my mother is a teacher at the school I attended, so she started to let me skip the evening study at school even though I didn’t want to ( because I know it’s not right, and I know it sounds crazy to you guys who lived in the USA to study at school at 9 pm). And a girl found out about that and she’s jealous of me, so she started to pretend to be my best friend and then in a sudden broke the friend bond and starts to spreading fake news saying that the score I get on the tests are cheated and my mom helped me earned all that score. At the moment, I felt so betrayed, I just couldn’t believe that my ” best- friend” actually did this to me. This girl calls others to not play with me, she also making ” comments” on the fact that I have a close friend who is a boy, others start also starts to bully me and spreading these fake news all over the school, soon the whole school knew about it and I am being bullied most of the time in school. I just felt so depressed and hurt, I didn’t know what to do back then, I just felt so weak and sad. This situation continued throughout the whole 6 years of elementary school. This awful experience caused me to be sort of stuck in the memories and being very careful when I am making new friends because I just can’t be hurt like this again, it is too much for me to take. Looking back at this, I felt that I was just too young back then, I experienced the darkness of society at a young age, which caused me to be a kind of depressed person. I want to say that if the girl I mentioned upon saw this by any chance, I am not going to mention the name here, I just want you to know that you would never ever know what kind of harm you can do to a people’s lives in the future( and of course my life) when you bully them. So please be careful, use your brain to think what would it do to people before you say anything because it might cause effects you won’t able to pay. Again, think of other people’s feelings before you say anything!