struggling to fit in

when i was 13 years old i was bullied for the way i looked and the way i do things. In my middle school i use to have a friend group but it went all wrong when the teasing and jokes turn into bullying. I was called fat by my so called friends and in middle school i was accused of a lot of things. I remember in 8th grade i was accused for something i didn’t do so i was punched on the cheek really where there was a bruise on my cheek. in high school the bullying continues people would post rumors about me on social media. Nobody wanna hear my side of the story i was alone and i couldn’t tell anyone about it. Then my 10th grade came it was the worse year of my life where i was put in a choke hold because i had my stuff stolen. Then I’m in 11th grade bullying is still happening i struggle to find friends i been made fun of it because of my disability. I wonder to my life will i ever fit in.