My story

Its hard.Being the person who is always down,always moody.But no one knows the reason behind it.Apart from a few of my closest friends.I think its petty,stupid.I cry over something that happened a year ago.But how can i forget it if it happened 4 years in a row.How can i get over it when the bully happened to be my “best friend”.She was just annoyed that you were better than her.But was i? Or was it maybe the fact that she hated me because of who i was not how i was.The old saying that goes sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me.To be honest the verbal abuse was worse than the physical abuse.They had a bigger impact on my life than i thought.Waking up to the flashbacks the things i had to remember and tried so hard to forget.In my new school,in secondary,i’ve been there for 2 years but i’m enclosed always said to be moody.But i’m just a misunderstood kid thats had it rough.I didnt ask for this.I was one of the nicest kids in the school.Someone who would find a way to help no matter what.But it always ended up in me getting hurt.I’M still a victim even though i may not see the bully again.Thats what people dont seem to understand.I dont think i can get through this but i’ll try.My friends ask me whats wrong.I shrug and say nothing but it usually means everything.Im sick and tired of people who bully.I dont want anyone to be hurt like me.But its hard to not look at someone and think what if your hurt again by that person or that person.I dont want it to be true.Not again.So im deciding to stay enclosed and quiet so that no one notices im there anymore.Its alot harder than i thought to be honest
By a fellow student who’s been hurt