My Best Friend

Hi, I am Asia and a while ago (up to about 2 years ago) I bullied a girl who had glasses and everyone thought she was over weight and I called her 4 eyes and fat and today she is the only thing I care about,she is my BEST FRIEND! I love her to death and she is like my sister and she got sent to a foster home about an hour away from where I live and I never get to see her anymore. It makes me so sad because I just remember everything I did to her,I made her cry SO many times! And to this day every second I think about it and its just terrible,she is beautiful,not fat AT ALL. The only reason I said any of that is because I was always REALLY REALLY JEALOUS of her in every way. Now when I get bullied because I am short and weird I know I deserve it because of what I did to my best friend. I just know that she was so hurt because of the stupid things I said to her and I don’t even know what to do because I can’t take any of the things I said back because it already happened and then one day in Art Class she got bullied right in front of my face and I said A LOT OF THINGS TO THAT BULLY. Gosh I know this is bad to say but he has no feelings and I hate him but I can’t stop him. I told the teachers and they didn’t do ANYTHING. But now she started over and she is okay with a lot of things that happened in the past and she forgave me for what Iv’e done. I feel good for her because she’s happy where she is! I love her sooooooo much,when I hear her name all I think of is family because she is just like family and we have been through EVERYTHING together! And that’s my story.