my 8th grade year.

My 8th grade year isn’t going very well from time to time. so literally every day i walk into my 1st period class people look at me in confusion, like something’s on my face, or my make-up is messed up. i sigh and continue onto my seat all the way in the corner beside a girl who reads an awful lot. i learn and continue on to my 2nd and 3rd period where a couple of my close friends and kind people are, my 4th period i walk in, my teacher mean mugs me and its bad enough 6 people who hate me are in that class and to top it off my ex is in there. i sit down in another corner quietly listening to conversations and secretly taking note in my head, my teacher would continuously tell me to get to work while everybody else is talking being loud and doing nothing. my friend we will call “alli”, alli will tell me every day to kill myself in a joking matter and that she hates me, when i know she really doesnt. people would ocasionally look at me and giggle i’d ignore and continue my work. my teacher in my 5 and 6th period absolutley hates my guts! to the point where even if i do my work triple check it look it up for correctness and turn it in isnt good enough. and my 8th period the girls in the corner mock everything i do from walking to leaving the room all the way to the way i talk it hurts my feelings. when i come home my little sister bullies me pushes me around. i tell myself that thats okay that this is normal. its not normal.