Dark past

I been bullied since I was elemetry school, I dont have many friends and I love to draw, one day in the class I was drawing then suddenly one of my classmate came to me and take my drawing paper and tore it up without reason and say something that hurt my feelings, now in break time and different bully came to me and want my money, if I dont give him his money he gonna beat me up to pulp.

And now secondary school, I though I escape those nightmare but it getting worst and darker, my own classmate ganging up against me, they spit me, call name, put a staple on my chair, steal my stuff, ruin my work, prank on me, I don do anything to them I keep saying “why? Why?” deep in my heart what I’ve I done? They keep bully me and girl keep whispering and laugh at me, it happen like 4 year I endure this suffering, teacher don believe me, all of my class say “We not bully just joking” when teacher go they strike me.