everything started in the 5th grade (i’m in 9th grade now). i was a new student at my school and i thought i would’ve fit in nicely but i was wrong. everyone made fun of the way i looked or acted. that killed my self confidence for the rest of my life. for years i tried to change for everyone else but i was still ignored and neglected. i thought joining sports would help me with the whole bullying thing. i started to play football in the 5th grade and i thought this would help me gain popularity but it caused everything to be worse i was everyone’s test dummy and no one liked me. now i stay at home and watch videos that make me happy on youtube or movies on netflix that make me happy because i have no friends and my family doesn’t believe a word i say.