The bullying and the hate you give

I’ve have always been a shy chills you see I have a few disabilities and it can be very hard for me school. when I was younger was great but when I got into 7th grade everything changed. my best friend had moved out of my school. I was sad I had another friend but eventually he left too and he began to bully me my entire year of 7th grade it was absolutely horrible. people would laugh at me in the hallways it felt as though everyone in my school hated me but my x friend was the worst he was so rude to me. he would get other people to laugh at me in the hallways and would cyber bully me a lot. this was hard for me especially at this time because some of my family members had been sick in the hospital so I’d be home crying my eyes out everyday. eventually Covid happened and that’s what saved me from all the bullying. then 8th grade came around and I met some new friends. but it turns out they were all fake friends and turned against me and sides with my ex best friend. they bullied mercilessly and cyber bully me all the time. I remember my breaking point is when they made death threats to me and began telling me each day to kill myself. it was horrible. I eventually got help and the police almost got involved it was that bad bc I was being cyber bullied. but the dean of students helped me and my counselor helped bring the bullying to a stop. the bullies got in trouble badly. They luckily all left 8th grade and there is another bullying story I have about my junior year but that’s for another day. I’m a senior now and things are okay. I have friends in theater now but I still think about my bullies at times and it helped me grow as a person. just know you’re not alone and to keep going and know that there’s always light at the end of darkness.