school bullying

my name is Casey and i am constantly bullied at school. I was always the “smaller one” in the way that it was easy to pick on me because i am short and large so i got picked on a lot and sometimes suicide would cross my mind. It never escalated to that but nonetheless i felt horrible and it got so bad i went to homeschooling for a while. I get that some people have “rough” lives at home but that does not give then an excuse to be mean. I was usually never physically bullied but it still happens whether it was a kick or a punch or a group of people beating me up but i did get beat up twice and got concussions. thank you for reading this; it feels good to “talk” about this.