Alone

You found your way onto this site, because you feel so alone and want some closure, just like me. I’d been bullied all my life. I had always been different, the smart one, the “rich” one, the unathletic one, the “weird one”. Since I was little, people would laugh at me, call me names, make me feel isolated, and make me feel worthless. I’ve been called every name imaginable. People who I think are my friends will say something completely out of the blue that hurts me so much. Bullying is real. People call me fat, ugly, stupid, weird, they make fun of me for everything imagineable, riding horses, being a vegetarian, having a clothing business, not playing other sports, and etc. People laugh at everything I say. They make up rumors that I like certain guys, they ruined my life. The more successes I have in my life, the nastier they became. And, at school, I’m completely alone. I can trust no one, that’s what bullying does to you, It takes a part of yourself you cherish, and turn It ugly and dark. So if some beautiful soul somewhere in the world is reading this, I want you to know that you are not alone, no matter how much you feel like you are. We all have those insecurities, it’s a hard time, but you are so strong, and so wonderful. Just remember, you aren’t what they say you are. I am not weak, I am not weird, I am not ugly, I am not worthless.