I don’t know them anymore

One day I fell out with my friends, they all left me. I didn’t know what I did wrong. It was like the only thing I lived for was gone when they started bullying me. They never spoke nicely to me. There were rumours about me going around school. I would get angry at home. It wasn’t me. They continuously came up to me and harassed me. It was killing me. I was not the same as I used to be. This was happening for about 3 mounths. It finally came to Halloween. This was the day I built my walls higher than ever before. They did a live video on Instagram and I joined it. I was stupid. They were teasing me on that too. They were telling me to die, I tried to block it out. This couldn’t be happening. They were telling me to trip and break my neck. I was crying out for this girl I knew so well who was with them to stop them but she joined in. I didn’t want to live anymore. The bullying still continues. But what did I ever do wrong? They aren’t the same people I used to know.