Just Because

I am the kind of girl everyone likes, i;m the kind of girl that has lots of friends, i’m the girl that everyone comes to when they need help. Now i’m the girl everyone hates, gets made fun of and has no friends anymore. I was popular and tough and athletic. I didn’t think that anyone could break me, until my boyfriend dumped me for my best friend, when my dad left me, when my mom died, when my world fell apart. When I went back to high school the next week I dropped out of track and cheer, I heard a comment that someone said, it was: “yay guys she’s finally gone, the curse is gone, it’s ok, no more worrying.” It was my best friend, or who I thought was my best friend.  The next day was even worse, I got spit on and called a piece of crap. Everyone laughed at me. When I would walk into the room, people would ask each other if it smelled . When I know they were just trying to get a kick out of my terrible life.  I was okay physically but not emotionally. I got a call from my dad a few weeks later. I went and lived with him for a few months in the summer. I moved away from that terrible school. I now have new friends and a new family. everything will get better if you just deal with it.