it sticks with you.

i was bullied from 4th grade to 8th grade (including summers). 4 years of nothing but tears, depression, and lonliness. There was a boy, he would call me names and stuff but i never thought much of it until it was a day after day thing. then it started getting physical. i talked to my mom and my principal but no one believed me. of course, who would believe the little girl. For being a little girl, i shouldnt have known what suicide was but thats what i wanted to do to be honest. I am now 15 and in 10th grade. its been two years, and it still haunts me. He destroyed my self-esteem and trust and everything. I thought it was done until some girls have started giving me looks and calling me names. I know there are people out there that are going through worse but i just cant help but feel alone in this world. My friends and the person i love arent even helping. I try not to give up but it comes to a point where your not sure how much you can handle. I just gotta keep putting a smile on my face and so should you. Whoever reads this. It will eventually get better and know your not alone in this.