My sad life…

Ok so I’m 14 years old right now but ever since I was in 1st grade I have got bullied because the way I dressed the way I look and act I have been called all the names you could have ever thought of its been really hard for me through life I was diagnosed with touretts syndrome at age 8 same with depression and a lot of other things always get cyberbullied but it is really bad at school from getting pencils thrown at slammed up aginst lockers pushed down the stairs yelled at made fun of and I sit by myself at lunch everyday all this stuff is hard to go through I hold my crying in at school all day and let people walk all over me but when I get home I just let it all out ….but I guess if I keep praying eventually it will get better