No One to Help

I have been bullied since elementary. It never went away. I am so terrified to even walk through the front doors of the schools. I am scared that they will just bully me and ruin my life. There is just this one kid that he has to make it hard for me. He will stop at nothing if that means he can bully me. I almost did something really stupid but I didn’t. I found a councilor who had helped me to stay away from negative stuff. She stopped seeing me and I went back to my depressing mood. I just shut down when people bully me any more. I stop talking to people. I stay inside a lot more. I even try to stay out of school.