bullied my whole life

hi my name is daria. in kindergarden i didnt have many friends. throughout elementary school i got teased picked on and made fun of. in middle school it just got worse. and then it started slowing down but i was still teased a lot. now im in high school and i just keep screwing things up. yesturday i got beat up. on the way home i was sobbing. i thought my life was over.