Standing Up To My Bullies After Three Years

For three years now I have been bullied. I finally realized that I have done nothing wrong, these girls are the problem. This all started in 6th grade, when I befriended a girl named J. We were best friends for almost a year, then she dropped me. 7th grade started and that when the real bullying began. J and her group of girls started rumors, stared me down in the hall, laughed when I walked by, and they even got people to turn against me. The funny thing is I was good friends with all of these girls in elementary school, I even went to preschool with one of them. One summer J “pranked” called me 97 times. I almost had to file a police report. Finally after 8th grade J left and went to a different school for high school. I thought it was over but it carried over into freshman year. This time M was the leader, everyone else followed. One time (I believe in 7th grade) at lunch M came up to me, embarrassing me as D filmed it and put it on snapchat. But, that was before I was voted out of the lunch table, I had nowhere to go. Of course all the “popular guys” adore them. Why wouldn’t they. Bullying another person who you grew up with to the point where they feel like they are the problem and feel like everyone hates them is so attractive. Right? I realized that I’m not the issue, they are. I’m not doing this for attention, but I am calling these girls out. This is nothing compared what they did to me. Nobody will truly understand how I feel, but im glad im still here today to tell my side of the story.