Since my nan died

Since my Nan died it seems like my whole world has turned upside down and the bullying is only one of the major parts. It seems as the most important thing was taken away from me and this is what I get. Just the other day I was on the bus home from school and they started hitting me with the newspaper and I didn’t know what to do so I just took the pain. I sometimes feel like I am being punished and I sometimes I feel to scared to face myself. I just want the bullying to stop!!!!