why im a gamer

I am a 15 year old male in high school. Throughout my middle school time i was bullied for gaming and also being a brony. It use to just be stuff like friendless or gay, but it escalated from that. kids would bring in PSP disk, super small able to Fit In Pocket. i would be pelted with these disk as i tried to focus on school, now i didn’t stop playing video games because of this, i actually played it more. Video games became an escape for me, i would hate to go to school cause of the PSPelts, but when i would get home i’d rush to play my games. But as being a Brony, it was nasty, i already said about the gay comments but i also got threats, like the note in the locker threat, “You are a gay, homosexual piece of trash who should just jump off a bridge.” Now that was burned into my mind for life, i was about 12 when i got that note, im not 15 and i still dont know who wrote it. all i know is that it has stopped, its not as bad anymore. and im happy for that. but i havent told anyone else about the note. i just threw it and cried in a bathroom stall.