We will change the world

I was always introverted, I lived in my own inner world and it was absolutely enough for me. But my classmates found out that I was weak, I could not protect myself, so they called me everything they wanted to call. They laughed and laugh at my ugliness, height, weight, the way I walk, the way I learn, I’ve experienced sexual harassment too. Now I’m in 10th grade and I go to the same school and it really destroys me. In childhood I used to think that I deserved to be bullied, because I was so incomplete. Then I used to think that they just joked and I had to endure it, but then I realized that no one deserves to be bullied. NO ONE does. I’ve been waiting for their growth, I believed that if they grew up, they would stop bullying me. But I was wrong. So I am going to change the school. I’m not as introverted as I used to be, now I’m communicative enough. I was afraid of going out because I strongly believed that everyone would laugh at me, I deserved to die, because incomplete beings like me were bad for earth. Than I started to take extra-lessons like math and English. No one bullied me there, so I realized that I’m not incomplete. But still, I hated myself, I wanted to kill myself, I was depressive and desperate, I haven’t even had childhood. Now I know that I’m not this bad but it’s still hard to socialize and be confident. They killed my abilities, desire to be alive. I’ve never been happy, because of their jokes and offenses.
I want to tell you, NO ONE DESERVES TO BE BULLIED. You aren’t incomplete, bulliers are incomplete, they just want to hide their scars and complexes. You’re amazing, and you have only one life, so spend it happily, because you are worth of it. Don’t let anyone shake your confidence. And if you see someone is bullied and you can protect this human, protect him/her, because so you save lifes. Make bullied people that they aren’t alone, we are the ones who really can eliminate bullying from the world. WE WILL CHANGE THE WORLD, because we CAN.