THE BAD THINGS IN MY LIFE

I AM SICK OF PEOPLE NOT CAREING ABOUT ME and I feel like all I am is the background or in the background and because of that I feel like life is raining on me repeativly … IM SICK OF PEOPLE AT SCHOOL SAYING “BE POSITIVE” I have had enough !! My Dream For When I Am Older Is To Be A PRO-WRESTLER In ICW! !:] my life and to write more of this is hard to put in to words I JUST WANT THE PAIN TO STOP and at school I feel they wont care about my well- being! and I have had enough of when they say “all problems matter.” but no one cares about mine I like I’m so small people will/can stand on me and think nothing of it ! I want to say more but the words are hard to put pen to paper at this moment…I know the min I send this would want to put more when I can think straight but right now I cant…. :..[ in this world I feel like nothing and alone. I hate it when people say”oh,your not alone.” when they are not the ones feeling it right then and there and they are not in your head so in a way there speaking for you,(well I think…) I hope in my life at any time I don’t hurt myself because of my dreams!!! -20,8,1,14,11,19!