Almost every day my biggest fear was school, because there wasn’t a day that went by that I wouldn’t be bullied. I was a toy for boys that were 4 years older than me. They would call me every name under the sun, push me into lockers, embarrass me and threaten me. I hated school and every day was a struggle. When I went to bed I would pray to not wake up the next morning , I just wanted my life to come to an end. Everytime i looked in the mirror all i saw was a disgusting, unwanted and miserable girl. I was underweight because I would refuse to put any type of food near my mouth. Thinking about being dead and not having to worry about anything was the only good thought I had. After getting the serious help I needed I started to get better and things started improving. That’s just half the story but I’m sure you have better things to do than read it.
I used to be ashamed and embarrassed of telling my story but now I tell people because I want people to learn from it. Be fucking nice to each other, don’t bully, don’t call people names or pick on people for the way they look. keep your shitty opinions to yourself. Don’t feel the need to ruin someone’s life just because your having a bad day. I am at my best in life right now. I enjoy school and being around people and I am happy. Thank you to everyone who was there for me and who helped me get through that horrible stage in my life and show me what I am worth. You saved my life and if it wasn’t for you guys I wouldn’t be here living my life to the fullest