it DOES get better. I’m proof.

I’d like to say that I also was bullied for a bit during my teen years. I could not speak up for myself, physically it felt impossible. I was made to feel worthless, felt secondary to everyone, to the point where I was contemplating why I was still even here. I couldn’t tell anyone in charge, because it was their daughter and one of the favourites who were the bullies. I don’t think even I thought it was a big deal, I thought there must be something wrong with ME. It got to the point where it was just music and blue flowers were getting me through (I thought if I wasn’t here, I wouldn’t be able to enjoy my favourite colour flowers, so I stayed for something small as that).
Anyway, I went to university few years after, which meant they were left behind. I’ve cut the main ones out of my life. I don’t ever need to see them again. As I’m sitting writing this, at the moment I am in my own house, watching the ocean from a hill, working towards my dream goal. It feels unreal. I’m not going to say that it was easy, it wasn’t and I still have baggage to deal with. But it DOES get better. You are here for a reason. You are loved more than you could possibly imagine, and anyone who dares to tell you that you are worthless is a liar. “Just because a diamond is tossed in the dirt, this does not mean it loses its value. A diamond is made by pressure” and if you’re going under any right now, guess who’s a beautiful diamond being made 😉 I hope this has somehow made you feel better, and please love yourself the best that you can, because even if you don’t feel like it, you deserve it 🙂 *big hug*