eating, depression, anxiety and bullies

My life hasn’t been the best, 5 years a go I was told I had depression and had a total of 4 counsellors but was unable to get proper help until I was 13 so here I am now 13 turning 14. Having to wait so long caused me to develop an eating disorder, I hardly ever attended school as people continuously took the mess out of my body shape (Im really skinny because of my eating) my face (I was/is really pale as I don’t eat much) because of that I was seen as weak and other things started to be said about me leaving me seriously insecure and it got to the point where I then developed anxiety. So basically I’m messed up and everyone hates me because of what I’ve been through. I’m so fed up of constantly hearing ‘stop bullying and calling people fat’ what about the people getting called anorexic and skinny rats everyday that hurts too. I’m fed up of never been stood up for or noticed. We exist you know!