continuous bullying

Anonymous

My name is K, i’m 16 and have been bullied since i was 8. i first got bullied because of my severe overbite, now it’s because of the way i look.

Last year, sophomore year i favored a gothic, all black appearance. I wore Dark purple lipstick, had blunt cut bangs and dark clothing. I received soooo much attention, more then i ever had in previous years over it. Every period people in my class would just laugh at me. Boys would say i looked like a witch…. it got so bad someone even messaged my little sister on social media about me. That time i had enough confidence to tell him off.
Eventually i just stopped dressing the way i wanted at the time because i couldn’t handle what came with it, i thought it was stop but i was really wrong.
Later that year, this girl a year below me started on me. She and her posse would point at me and call me ugly all the time. She got guys that were her friends to look at me, asked them if they found me attractive. Obviously they didn’t. She would continue to do the same stuff over the years, she would countlessly call me ugly. more of her friends would call me ugly. i dont know how it started considering i didn’t know them. they knew my name and everything.
Fast forward to later that year, a girl above me who’s actually my cousin turned on me. Its always the same stuff with them. Laughing at me with their friends, criticizing and analyzing me, getting guys who also thought i was unattractive to bother me… it just never ends.
I recently attended my county fair to see my friends i haven’t seen all summer, i shouldnt’ve. Because the same people that bullied me in school where there, saying i looked like a hot mess, staring me down and gossiping. I seriously can’t even enjoy myself with these people .
It’s now only three weeks into my junior year of high school and you would think these people grow out of it but they didn’t. The teasing and bullying has somehow gotten worse. Now its a few freshmen who i assume know these girls bullying me are doing it too. I had to change my whole schedule because of it, and even tjat doesn’t do much anymore because they would see me in the halls, glare me down and say “ewww”. I had a meeting with my principal recently over it, and my therapist is now on site at my school to handle my anxiety attacks. Even guys bully me too. I hate the way i look, these people have made me believe im the ugliest girl ever. I just reported their names and i’m hoping itll do something..,,,,