Anonymous

Ever since I moved schools I have been the victim of bullying in all of my classes. People tell me that I’m ugly, fat, that no one likes me and that I have no friends. I honestly have no idea what I ever did to them or why they say this stuff to me, especially that I’m fat cuz I’m really not, but that’s not the point. The way they talk to each other is also really horrible, I can’t even believe what I hear sometimes. I’m so sick of living in a world where stuff like this is ok and doesn’t stop no matter what you say. I also suffer from pretty severe anxiety but not anxiety disorder so my mom wants me to talk to a therapist but I really don’t want to because it’s like I’m just sitting there hearing her tell me to count to 10 or something and I just don’t wanna waste my time with that. I can’t think of another solution though, I’m pretty stuck. Even my “closest” friends say mean stuff to me once in a while. One more year until high school and then I can start over and find new friends. That’s what I keep telling myself but I’m worried about everyone at high school being the same anyway. Ugh