The worthless girl

I´ve been bullied, in many schools for different reasons, I´ve been bullied because of my health,(including my mental health, which hurts me the most) , my personality (When I was in middle school most my classmates used to like things I wasn’t interesting in, I was more into playing games outside, than watching a TV Show, for example) for my appearance, etc, in fewer words, I have been bullied almost all my life because, something I didn’t choose, being who I am.
Of course that took a huge impact on my self-esteem.
My self image is still horrible, I can’t look at myself at the mirror without thinking something horrible about me.
The worst part about bullying is not the bullying itself, but the way you start bullying yourself after that.
Thats why I decide to post my story here.
I want to say some things to anyone who is being bullied right now:
1st: Its not your fault!Okay? I Know it might be hard to believe sometimes, but you didn’t cause the bullying,I don’t know who you are, but I know you are a beautiful person and you matter so much, even if you don’t believe it, I swear its true.
2nd: It has nothing to do with you! Most of the times the bully has problems with their own life and they bully because they want to fell less miserable by making someone else suffer. I know it might make no sense, (because it doesn’t solve their problems either) but thats what they do, maybe
3rd: I know, sometimes it might be hard to tell an adult and sometimes the adult might even be the bully (and this is horrible) but you need to find someone, okay, probably you have tried to tell and it didn’t work, it´s fine, just look for someone else, till you find the right person
4rth: Please, don’t be a bully. You might be so tired of being bullied that you might start thinking about doing the thing they do with you, but come on! Again you are a good and beautiful person and you don’t want to feel guilty of being like them.
5th: When I asked you not to bully others, that includes yourself. Okay so, this people are being mean to you, I know, its hard, but isn’t it hard enough that they treat you badly? Don’t do the same s*it they do, you have at least to try to be nice whit yourself, those people might be bullying you for a long time, but you are the only one who is going to be with you your whole life and it´s better to be your friend than your enemy.
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