Pain no one understands

Every day I go to school, being afraid what will happen today. Every day I struggle to not to cry because of bullying. It started in 6th grade primary school. I had a lot of friends when I was younger but as I became older everyone started changing. Girls started talking all about makeup, boys about football other stuff. It was sad watching everyone go away from me. They kept insulting me and bullying me. Physically and mentally. It was pain. They said things like this for example. One day I was sitting on bench in school gym because I wasn’t able to train. I was sitting next to one girl who broke her arm so she couldn’t train either. This guy came all out of sudden told me to move that I don’t deserve to sit here or live and pushed me away like I was some old toy. Each day that guy keeps bullying me more and more. Its getting worse by the day. Boys started beating me up. I was strong enough to fight back but I didn’t want to. I didn’t see a reason to fight back. It was all getting to me, so bad. It still keeps happening every day. Just want to say that bullying can really hurt some people, especially people like me. And it has to stop.